Susan's Thursday morning note March 23, 2023 The Library at Night by Alberto Manguel
Good morning. Silence. Clicking of the keyboard keys. Distant greetings from the cranes waking to continue their journey. Our angel of dawn quietly looking through our windows handing us all a precious jewel of another day. Encouraging us to notice the quiet. To notice the awakening spring. To hear the birds. To look into eyes. To notice details.
This month a daughter came into the store bringing the treasures of books from her mother who had recently died. Her mother’s treasures. A poem was found with the books written by her mother on passing on her books to the next generation. Her daughter wrote, “Bernie (Divis) Fiala, and her husband Ed, grew up in Seward County during the depression. Neither family had much, but Bernie had a library card, which she cherished. Her Dad taught her to read, and she, in-turn, taught her one-room school students. Reading was a life-long passion for both Bernie and Ed. They would be proud that their books will be shared with many.”
Reading – Libraries by Bernie Fiala (Seward, NE) Books are years of research and study, joy and pain, even life and death. Lovingly compressed into a final form. "Each book a unique version of the world with it’s own clear voice like a song being sung acapella. But put them together under one roof and their voices intertwine, blending to form the sound of a heavenly choir. They are gifts to the world just waiting to be opened and passed to another generation."
Another treasure near me is The Library at Night by Alberto Manguel. This The Library at Night by Alberto Manguel. This author describes libraries all around the world (from the oldest to some present-day), including libraries within our own homes. He talks about why we as humans are fascinated with print and with organizing books, collecting books, and surrounding ourselves within our homes with books that have affected us (or have the potential to). I especially appreciated his writings on the confiscation of books during WW2. Here is only a sampling of his writings…
Libraries have always seemed to me pleasantly mad places…I feel an adventurous pleasure in losing myself among the crowded stacks…”My library,” wrote Petrarch to a friend, “is not an unlearned collection, even if it belongs to someone unlearned.” My books know infinitely more than I do, and I’m grateful that they even tolerate my presence.
On reading for pleasure before going to sleep:
The various qualities of my readings seem to permeate my every muscle, so that, when I finally decide to turn off the library light, I carry into my sleep the voices and the movements of the book I’ve just closed…my reading at night will feed my dreams not only with the arguments, but with the actual events of the story. Reading about Mrs. Ramsay’s boeufen daube makes me hungry, Petrarch’s ascension of Mount Ventoux leaves me breathless, Keats account of his swimming invigorates me, the last pages of Kim fill me with loving friendship, the first description of the Baskervilles’ hound makes me look uneasily over my shoulder…I must allow my other senses to awaken – to see and touch the pages, to hear the crinkle and the rustle of the paper and the fearful crack of the leather spine, to smell the wood of the shelves, the musky perfume of the bindings, the acrid scent of my yellowing pocket books. Then I can sleep. (I love that line!)
On unpacking books after a move:
Unpacking books is a revelatory activity. Writing in 1931, during one of his many moves, Walter Benjamin described the experience of standing among his books “not yet touched by the mild boredom of order,” haunted by visions of the times and places he had collected them, of the circumstantial evidence that rendered each volume truly his…a ticket fluttering away from an opened book reminded me of a tram ride in Buenos Aires…a name and phone number inscribed on a fly-leaf brought back the face of a friend long lost who gave me a copy of the Cantos…a paper napkin with the logo of the Cafe de Flore, folded inside…attested to my first trip to Paris…a letter from a teacher inside a collection of Spanish poetry made me think of distant classes where I first heard of Gongora dn Vincente Gaos…Books have their own fates. (Maurus). Some of mine have waited half a century to reach this tiny place in western France, for which they were seemingly destined…(his personal library at his feet falling out of boxes)…I loved that, too! I see notes, tickets, cards from friends, grocery lists, all tucked into my books – reminding me, as they fall out, of emotions and memories of specific moments in my life, the friends of that time period, the smells of specific locations, emotions only known to me that come back to my mind – kept secretly tucked away in my books.
Affect of books on our daily lives:
Books may not change suffering, books may not protect us from evil, books may not tell us what is good or what is beautiful, and they will certainly not shield us from the common fate of the grave. But books grant us myriad possibilities: the possibility of change, the possibility of illumination. It may be that there is no book, however well written, that can remove an ounce of pain from the tragedy of Iraq or Rwanda, but it may also be that there is no book, however foully written, that does not allow an epiphany for its destined reader. Robinson Crusoe explains, “It may not be amiss for all people who shall meet my story to make this just observation from it, viz., how frequently in the course of our lives, the evil which in itself we seek most to shun, and which, when we are fallen into it, is the most dreadful to us, is oftentimes the very same means or door of our deliverance, by which alone we can be raised again.” This, of course, is not Crusoe speaking, but Defoe – the reader of so many books….(On secrets held by a page in the Dead Sea Scrolls…We know that the body is corruptible and the stuff of which it is made impermanent. But we also know that the soul [and I, the scrolls’ future reader, will inject, “the book,”] is immortal and imperishable.”
Appreciation of over-abundance of books available to us today: In the concentration camp of Bergen-Belsen, a copy of Thomas Mann’s The Magic Mountain was passed around among the inmates. One boy remembered the time he was allotted to hold the book in his hands as “one of the highlights of the day, when someone passed it to me. I went into a corner to be at peace and then I had an hour to read it.”…Another young Polish victim, recalling the days of fear and discouragement, had this to say: “The book was my best friend, it never betrayed me; it comforted me in my despair, it told me that I was not alone.” …Visitors often ask if I’ve read all my books; my usual answer is that I’ve certainly opened every one of them…the library need not be read in its entirety to be useful; every reader profits from a fair balance between knowledge and ignorance, recall and oblivion…I have no feeling of guilt regarding the books I have not read and perhaps will never read; I know that my books have unlimited patience. They will wait for me till the end of my days. They don’t require that I pretend to know them all…The forgotten volumes of my library lead a tacit, unobtrusive existence. And yet, their very quality of having been forgotten allows me, sometimes, to rediscover a certain story, a certain poem, as if it were utterly new. I open a book I think I have never opened before an come upon a splendid line that I tell myself I mustn’t forget, and then I close the book and see, on an end paper, that my wiser, younger self marked that particular passage when he first discovered it at the age of twelve or thirteen…
Those who read, those who
tell us what they read,
Those who noisily turn
the pages of their books,
Those who have power over
red and black ink,
and over pictures,
Those are the ones who lead us,
guide us, show us the way.
Aztec Codex from 1524, Vatican Archives
Let’s look around our homes. What are our children surrounded with? If we live alone, what are we surrounded with? Friends and teachers within bindings, or just lights on electronics? One line that makes me cringe is when mothers say, “I don’t read – I don’t really like to read.” Or “I don’t have any time to read.” What example are we? Even if we are not mothers, what are we to ourselves? Giving ourselves much to think about as we take on our mundane parts of our day, or wasting the time given to us today.
We have no idea what we will have next in our life…will we be prepared because we’ve found authors who have gone through various situations? Or will we immediately believe that our lot is the worst possible lot of life? Will we be able to keep perspectives and show wisdom in our decisions if we have no examples? We have tonight to write on our epitaph what we did with the hours that will die today.
We know today. We know we have the hours in front of us. What will we write tonight? Something worthy of the gift of time? Regardless of any bitterness or hurts or grief. We have today. Who can we help instead of concentrating on our own stories? Who can we look at as we go by and show kindness with our look? We are given today. Will we care for ourselves? For our own minds. Our gift. The ability to learn. Will we show our Creator our thankfulness by learning? By thinking? By reading? By goal setting? By dreaming? By continuing to try to do better than the day before? What will we write tonight?
Thank you for letting me come into your Thursday. Thank you for coming into the store and sending your friends. How much all of you matter in keeping us encouraged to continue the store. To continue to find treasures that you can find when you walk in the door. Let’s go take on our day. Our gift. What will we notice if we stop and look at God’s creation? The brightness in a child’s eyes? The beauty in the lines of the oldest friend we have? Details. They are what make everything else worthwhile. Susan
Latin for this week: ex libris - from the library of...
Works Cited: Manguel, Alberto. The Library at Night. New Haven and London: Yale University Press. 2006.